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Dom Paulo glanced up at the Christ of the rood in the archway. Do You mind? he wondered.
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The installation was completed the following day, but Dom Paulo remained in his study during the test.
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inquired about the abbey? Yes? And where would he have disappeared to, if he ever existed? No such person
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“No, m’Lord.”
“Will you admit that you imagined the old creature?”
“Very well, do you know what is going to happen to you now?”
“Yes, Reverend Father”
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“Deo gratias!” the novice dutifully responded, gasping slightly.
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WHACK!
“Deo gratias!”
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From beyond the bed of reddish coals, the dark wolf blinked back.
The novice yelped and dived for cover.
The yelp, he decided as he lay trembling within his den of stones and brush, had been only an involuntary
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“… and then, Father, I almost took the bread and cheese.”
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“You what? Why?”